Unlocking the human experience

"The goal is not to 'transcend' the human experience, but to UNLOCK IT ENTIRELY."

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In this week's epi I break the fourth wall and give you a glimpse of my personal journey by making a private audio public. 

I think this level of transparency is particularly helpful at this point because the phase I'm finding myself now in directly impacts the direction of my service. Feeling in alignment with what I share here is a pretty solid indication of alignment with the trajectory my work appears to be leading me! (And vice versa). 

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Transcript

SPEAKER_01 0:00

Happy Monday. I'm back. Did you miss me last week? I was on a vacation and I didn't mention it before because I actually just intended to keep the street going and keep the podcast alive. Um, but yeah, some things came up while I was on vacation and it just logistically wasn't feasible. So sorry for the lack of a heads up, but it is what it is, and we're back. Um, you know, I think I needed a vacation anyway. I had a realization. I the first podcast I ever dropped was on December 28th, and then the last one I ever dropped. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I think it was on did I release it on July 4th or July 1st, even though I recorded it on June 28th. The point is, I did six months in a row of every week releasing a podcast, and you know, I think I deserved a break, so I gave myself one. Um yeah, but anyway, we're back now. Okay, about this podcast episode. I did not record this audio that I'm about to play for you guys with the intention of it being a podcast episode. Um I've done that a couple of times before with some of my other podcasts. The reason I'm doing it with this one, it has come up time and time again recently. This for me specifically, and the messages I've been sharing, this theme, this energy of new beginnings. And that has continued to be a thing for me in the past couple of weeks. And also for people that I've been reading for, that theme has been coming through strongly. So earlier this month, I know it's still early this month, but like a week ago, when we were in the heat wave, I was going on my daily walk and talks, doing my voice memo journaling out loud. And I was having all of these clarities and breakthroughs around exactly what this new beginning is that I'm heading in, um, that I'm heading into, what phase of the journey I am approaching, have approached, have entered, am walking around in now.

SPEAKER_00 2:40

I don't know.

SPEAKER_01 2:42

And while I was at the beach over this past week, I decided to listen to one of those audios back. And as I was listening to it back, I was like, yeah, I really need to like turn this into a podcast episode. And at the time, I said that with the intention of like taking what I had talked about and then re-recording it with the intention of it being a podcast. But as I was listening back to it, I was like, you know what? I'm just gonna, I'm just gonna let this audio be the podcast. So it may admittedly be a little bit more on the personal side for me, but I'm totally okay with that. Mainly because I think in this case in particular, I think it's actually helpful for you guys to see like exactly where I'm coming from, exactly where I am on my journey. Um, because it directly impacts the kind of messages I'm largely receiving at the moment. It directly impacts um you and like whether you feel like you're in alignment with like where I am in my journey and you know, how I can how how my messages and how I might be of service to you at this time. So yeah, I'm just gonna let you guys in a way read my journal. Um but that's what this audio is. It's it's pretty much gonna tell you exactly where I'm at and what I'm walking into. And you know, if we're in alignment, hopefully that will entice you to like continue along in the journey. Walking next to me, behind me, or better yet, maybe you can help me.

SPEAKER_00 4:37

Um, but either way, it's about to get vulnerable up in here. So yeah. All right, enjoy.

SPEAKER_01 4:49

Um, I already know what next Monday's audio is going to be, and I mean it this time. I do feel like hearing this week's podcast is a really good tee up for the audio for next week. But I'm I'm already like I'm in this new phase, and I've like set the intention of like, oh my gosh, I'm so excited for all the breakthroughs that are to come, and they are already starting to come. So I'm just I'm very excited. Okay, I'm gonna leave it at that. I love you. Enjoy this audio, and um yeah, second half of 2026. I'm really excited for us.

SPEAKER_00 5:27

Okay, peace and love. These walks have been God, this they've been so clarifying.

SPEAKER_01 5:40

Every day I've walked in this heat wave and you know how to talk out loud and just whatever.

SPEAKER_00 5:48

So clarifying. And I'm feeling like the next podcast episode I do.

SPEAKER_01 5:58

Oh, because okay, and so then I also edited something on my homepage. Not a huge rewrite, but I incorporated literally like a sentence into the the blurb that's next to my headshot on my homepage.

SPEAKER_00 6:18

And it has to do with the breakthrough I had while I was walking yesterday and why I felt so disgusted about spirituality.

SPEAKER_01 6:31

It's not because spirituality is gross or because like this journey I'm on is whatever. It has to do with the disgust I was feeling toward quote unquote spirituality was really just amplifying the longing, the desire that I feel to be human.

SPEAKER_00 7:00

I'm really sad this tree fell down like that. That's so sad. It's so fucking hot outside, by the way. How many degrees does it say it is out here? Ninety-three. That's boiling.

SPEAKER_01 7:24

But anyway, I just added this sentence to the blurb on my homepage that basically says that originally it just said like as spiritual beings having a human experience is the most powerful magic we have access to exists in authenticity and love. And then I just went on to talk about how like I it's my no, no, no, about how my favorite thing in the world is to be connected with people who are in touch with their personal brands of each and who are just in tune with themselves and living the life they came here to live and embracing like their freedom and capacity to do that, etc. And I talked about as a reader, I love who it's fucking hot. As a reader, I love giving messages that speak to those themes, uplift those themes, celebrate people's connections to those themes.

SPEAKER_00 8:36

But then it's hot out here here. Are you ready to go home? But then um I talked about how this dog.

SPEAKER_01 9:02

Okay, so then I just added a sentence that after the part that's like, as human beings have having a spiritual experience, blah blah blah, authenticity and love. And then I added a sentence that said, and as a self-proclaimed spiritual girly, the goal is not to transcend the human experience, but to unlock it entirely. And I love that. And I think it is a key. Because on my homepage I talk about how I'm an intuitive channel and a spiritual mentor. And honestly, the word spiritual mentor was coming off off-putting to me, and I didn't quite know why. And I think it's because I left it vague and undefined. But then I defined it in a way that that sentence I think defines it because it's like, I'm not here to help you like get over the fact that you're a human. Huey's pooping. I am here to help you embrace the fact that like you are a fucking human.

SPEAKER_00 10:14

And oh, by the way, this is what you have the capacity to do because of that. The most spiritual thing you could do is be human and embrace that experience. And I feel like the next level of my spiritual journey is really like it's so cool.

SPEAKER_01 10:46

It's like I can feel so sorry, I was gonna say like I can feel that the next part of the journey for me is unlocking the implications of that.

SPEAKER_00 10:57

And so when I first started out on this journey, unconditional love was theme number one. Unconditional love, our eternal and unlimited access to that.

SPEAKER_01 11:15

Oh, hi, Bertie. Hey there. Our eternal, unlimited access to that, our capacity to give it to ourselves, the enoughness in what people would label self-love. Phase two, once I really um locked into that, and that kind of linked into like being able to feel the feelings now, knowing that you're enough, you don't need anything outside of you, fed into this theme of authenticity. Ooh, this is so cool, and I love where this is going. I'm gonna drop off Huey and then I'm gonna go for a fucking put a pin in this. I'm gonna drop off Huey and then we're gonna keep rolling. I'm so excited.

SPEAKER_00 12:11

Come here, Huey Dewey. You go drink some water right away, okay?

SPEAKER_01 12:28

I don't even want to feel the air conditioning because I do not want to be tempted.

SPEAKER_00 12:33

I do not want to be tempted to stay inside. Alright. Keep the good times roll on. Okay. So, I'm gonna take it back.

SPEAKER_01 12:55

Phase one is really being able to like identify that, like, okay, I am not living a life that resonates with me. I do not identify with the life that I'm living. On paper, I have so much that should be satisfying to me. And yet I feel unfulfilled. I feel lost in a way that I can't quite put my finger on. And phase one is being able to sit down, admit that to yourself, and then pretty much let yourself admit and say out loud what it is you want. And then, of course, later down the line, we understand that, like, oh, that's what I thought I wanted. But you know, you start getting comfortable saying what it is that you want, what it is you want out of life, and you like feeling not necessarily comfortable, but feeling emboldened enough to say, and I'm gonna go after it. Feeling embolden enough to say, and I deserve that. Even if I don't know how it all comes together, like I deserve to take a chance on myself in that way. Cool. Walk that walk for a long time, walk that walk for a long time, and eventually have this huge breakthrough on unconditional love. And you realize that the things that you desire, church bells, by the way, the things that you desire that you perceive as outside of yourself, right? I want to live in a place like this, in a house like this, have a career like this, have relationships like this, the things that you desire are actually all mirrors of where you are denying that to yourself. Because those things that you are putting stock in in an external way, or perceiving that they don't exist because there's some certain external thing that's not available for you to make you feel that way. Unconditional love comes in to say, there's a big bird somewhere I know because it just flew over the sun.

SPEAKER_00 15:13

Oh, it's way up there. I see it. He's back, he waited for me. There he is.

SPEAKER_01 15:22

Unconditional love comes along to say, like, hey, you go after those things because you're worth it, and go after those things, knowing that as many times as you need to try and fail along the way as you're manifesting that thing into reality, you will love yourself fully and completely in the process. And so you're safe enough to try anything. You will always have yourself to go home to, and it's enough. That's phase one. As you start doing that, and the reason that's phase one is because that love is the antidote to the fear that you've had in the past to go after that thing. Love is what makes you realize, okay, I can take these leaps of faith. Because even if they don't go the way that I want them to go on paper, well, so what? Am I gonna stop loving myself and regret it because I'm alone without love? No. When you know that it is like it is impossible for you to be without love if you want it to be. As long as you're willing to give it to yourself and accept the fact that like, oh yeah, this is enough, like I'm good, then it's impossible for you to be alone. And so when you know that, you're like, okay, I'm gonna, like, I'm gonna do this. And then you start doing it. And then you start doing it. And as you start doing it, that's where authenticity comes into play. That's where authenticity comes into play. You enter the journey knowing that, like, if you follow your intuition, it will guide you where you need to go. The opportunities that are meant for you that are in alignment with you along the way. You're hearing that. While you're in the unconditional love phase, you're hearing that. You don't really know what it means, but you're about to learn. Your intuition is gonna guide you to do things that are authentic to you and potentially nobody else. Your intuition is gonna guide you to do things that don't make sense or seem unrelated, or invite you to say no to things that, like logically, it's like, well, I should be saying yes to this, I should be taking this opportunity, I should this, I should this, I should this. Those things worked for other people because those things were authentic to other people. Logic is gonna tell you you need to have this skill and behave in this way and show up on this platform like this and do this and this and this. And authenticity is gonna tell you that worked for those people because that's what was authentic to them. You actually need to do this thing, this thing, this thing, this thing, because that is what is authentic to you. Cool. And as you're doing the dance with love and authenticity, love and authenticity, love and authenticity, you are getting very far in your spiritual path. And you're realizing that, like, yes, I'm being brought closer and closer to some of my desires. You also may be realizing some of the things you thought you desired, you actually don't like it all. And it's like now that you've come to yourself in this bigger way, um, some of the things you thought you needed to be happy, you don't actually need, but having them as a goal led you to the things that you actually wanted, that you couldn't even identify that you wanted before you started walking on this path. Cool. As you're doing this though, right? Sitting in stillness, your life is crumbling all around you. Things are that used to trigger you aren't triggering you, whatever, whatever, whatever. Or maybe honestly, those things still are triggering you. And you know, doing that dance between unconditional love and authenticity, it's like in order to feel the true power of them, you have to isolate. Because you need to know that love does not only exist as long as you are in community with other people. And in order to like hear your intuition and understand what's authentic to you, it's like you have to get out of everyone else's energy so that you can hear your own sound so quickly. That's not a permanent thing. But if you never have that phase, it's hard to know. It's hard to know what ketchup tastes like if it's always mixed in with other ingredients. It's like you need to understand the taste of pure ketchup. That way, when it is mixed with other things, you can taste like, oh, is there ketchup in this, right? Cool. I can taste the ketchup in this. I can feel that, you know, there's a lot of energies going on with this opportunity. I can feel, I can sense that my authenticity, my authentic alignment is one of those ingredients. Cool. You wouldn't know that if you had never isolated your authenticity, isolated your intuition and gotten a feel for it. Cool. So then you do that. You're doing the dance, you're walking the path, leaning on. It's like one of your legs is unconditional love, the other leg is authenticity, and you're walking and you're making your way, you're making your way, you're making your way. And then you may be thinking, like, again, it's that whole like you get to the top of the mountain, and it's so fun to hang out so high with like spirit guides and the Akashic records, and just like it's it's fun to hang out with the divine. Something you used to feel like you had no connection to, something you questioned if it ever even existed, or like maybe you've always known existed, but it's kind of like okay, that's great, but what's the point of it? How does it play a role in my life? Like, what is it here to actually help me do?

unknown 21:59

And you

SPEAKER_01 22:00

Build up that relationship with the divine to the point where you're like, I just want to hang out with you guys. Like, like, I just want to sit in my room and like meditate with you guys. I feel so good when I'm with you guys. Like my human experience was so lackluster. It wasn't shit. But when I hang out with you guys, I'm having like the best time. I feel so seen. I feel so understood. I can see myself so clearly. And like, this is the shit. And so your spirituality has kind of become this tool to bypass the human experience. Because at the end of the day, you are a soul. And what feels so good about the divine and spirituality is you are engaging with something that fully acknowledges your soul, which up until that point is something that you maybe haven't experienced just in your day-to-day life interacting with humanity. And that can feel so good, and you want to stay up there for so long and just honestly fuck the human experience because, like, oh, I'm a soul. I'm a soul. And when I'm meditating, I feel that. And when I'm channel writing, I can feel that. And I haven't had too many experiences where I'm like engaging with other people and I feel that.

SPEAKER_00 23:35

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 23:40

This is the phase that I'm entering into because not only have I been coming out of that stage for a while, I've been ready to come out of that stage for a while, I've been like eager to come out of that stage for a while. And I didn't even recognize it as a stage, right? Like what I was perceiving this as, hold on, I'm about to touch a bunch of leaves. Nature. Hello, butterfly. Okay. What I was perceiving that, or like sorry, what this felt like was I really like I'm ready to reintroduce myself into the world. Right. And that's why 2026, my word for 2026 was reintroducing. Because it's like I have been on this isolated journey for so long. And like the thing that I desire more than anything at this point is like soul family and community. And what's interesting is, well, I'll save that for a second. But is yeah, but a desire to just, and and here's the thing. I think part of me thought, like, oh, soul family. So like other spiritual people coming together and we'll have all this shit in common. And what I'm learning is, no, I just want people that I can like be myself with. And I'm realizing more and more as I continue into this phase, it's like they don't have to be, they don't have to identify as spiritual in the same way that I identify as spiritual. They don't have to identify as anything. It's not about the semantics. It's not about what religion you subscribe to. It's about the energy with which you live your life. And you can identify as so many different things and live from that place. You can also identify as the same shit I identify as and be in us not being the same energy at the fuck all. And this is back to Spider Wick that came up a couple years ago. In the movie Spider Wick, this came up in the reading for Diane, but it's kind of coming up in a little bit of a different way. But in the movie Spider Wick, they have there's this little, there's this lens, there's this circular stone that's hollowed out in the middle. And if you look through the stone, you can see like the you have the magical sight, right? You can see the creatures, the fairies, the sprites, you can see the magical world that exists all around you. You get to this point in the journey, though, where you don't need that stone anymore to see what you used to need the stone to see. And in the movie, how that happens is like one of the troll things or whatever the fuck spits on your eyes. And then after it spits on your eyes, it's just like you have the sight. So you get to the point in the journey where you just have the site, where it's just natural, where you don't have to like experience your life and then go sit down with a journal, write about it, and then like the spirituality of the situation unmasks itself. You more or less just can live in the moment and already experience what's here to experience. Know what there is to know, receive the metaphor, receive the message, receive the lesson that there is to receive literally in that moment. It's like now that I have the spiritual site and I can see it everywhere that I go, and I don't need to be in these like isolated moments where I am meditating or on a call with a spiritual community or uh like journaling. And don't get me wrong, I still like to do those things, I still enjoy doing those things when I want to do them, but it's like I don't need to be doing those things in order to be having a spiritual experience, and that's the whole point. That's the whole point of this third phase that I'm feeling opening up before me. And like this, like this is the up level, essentially, is that I have the sight now. I have the sight now. And that feeling of wanting to reintroduce myself to the world and reintegrate into society is for that reason. I have the sight now. And we are humans, we are people, and that's a fucking blessing. As a soul, we chose to incarnate on Earth. We waited in the wait list, we were in the queue, standing in line for tickets to Earth. We were waiting on this reservation to get here so that we can have a human experience because it's the coolest fucking thing ever. It's hard to know love, you have to know the absence of love. To know freedom, you have to know what it feels like to be incredibly limited. But when you learn that, when you go to the deep depths of the darker side of reality, acknowledge the fact that you get to experience the equal but opposite. The seeds for the equal but opposite are here for you, too. But it requires you to embrace the human experience and do it big. And do it big. And so don't get me wrong, you totally can be like, nah, fuck that. I'm over it. I'm just gonna live this life in the way I want to, by myself, hermit mode, in deep connection with the divine, but like not really trying to like go out and learn lessons or experience the duality of Earth. Like, you can try to escape that. You know, you can try to hide from that. You can opt for stagnating in that way. That's your choice. That's the whole free will of it, too. That is your choice. You do not have to grow here, you do not have to take advantage of any of the lessons, whatever. I almost, in some ways, wonder if, like, well, whatever. I was gonna say, I sometimes wonder if like your soul, like, what does our soul really need to grow for? You know what I mean? Like, why does our soul need to be strengthened? I almost feel like Earth is just a playground for source to experience itself. I just walked into a spiderweb as I said that. And so all this stuff about like, oh, grow your soul, grow your soul, it's kind of like I think your soul is as big as bad, as big and bad as it can be. And it's just like if you want to experience the pleasures that are earth, right? You also have to open your, again, the duality, law of balance. The universe is balanced. So it's like if you want to open yourself to experience the the beauty and the the pleasure and the luxuriousness that is earth, that is humanity, if you want to have the experience of seeing amazing things, feeling amazing things, tasting, smelling, listening to amazing things, then it's like being a human is the price you pay. It's also the gift you're given. Being a human is the price you pay, and it is the blessing that you are bestowed. It is the price you pay until you fully lock in and realize that it is the blessing you are being bestowed.

SPEAKER_00 32:51

I'm gonna kind of move away from that, but like you get the point.

SPEAKER_01 32:56

So anyway, I can feel that like you know, 2026 coming into this energy, feeling like, okay, I have had some of the craziest spiritual breakthroughs. Like I have seen shit, I have received downloads, I have embodied wisdom that is just like holy fuck. This world is not what most people think it is, but there are plenty of people that have known and are also like coming to the same realizations through experience that I'm coming to, and like, oh my god, life is just so much like okay, anyway. The point is the part of the journey where you acknowledge that like I don't identify with my life, I desire to experience something I haven't desired, and I'm worth it, like the worthiness to live a big life and like to go after the big life you have a vision or that you envision for yourself, phase one. And after you accept phase one, you're on your way, you've opened yourself up to learn about the truth of unconditional love, what that means energetically, the power behind it, your capacity to tap into it literally anytime, anywhere you go, and you learn the truth about the enoughness of it, even when you're just giving it to yourself. Cool. Once you conquer that, the next phase, phase three, authenticity.

SPEAKER_00 34:52

Authenticity.

SPEAKER_01 35:00

You're worth your big dreams, you love yourself enough to transcend fear and go after them. And then you realize the way that you're going to be called to go after them is unique to you. Phase three is about learning to trust in your authenticity and your intuition guiding you towards what is authentic and aligned for you specifically. Cool. All along the way, you are building this relationship with divinity, and it's beautiful. This journey in those phases, it it in a way takes you out of the 3D world. You're still very much in it, but again, you're walking around with that little ring. And sometimes you're living life and you're forgetting to, like, oh, like, yeah, let me like I need to look through my ring and see what actually is there to see. You know what I mean?

SPEAKER_00 36:04

But you're walking around and you're looking at things through that ring.

SPEAKER_01 36:13

And you're doing that because it's important for you to know that the life that is beyond whatever you thought life was before does not exist somewhere else. It's all around you and it's always been all around you. And so you exist in the same situations with access to the new wisdom, so that you can see heaven existed for you even here. Heaven existed for you all along, right where you were standing. You just did not have the sight to see it. And that's okay. You're training your sight now. In the authenticity intuition phase, you're training your sight. And then as you close out that phase, you have the sight. And what's largely been in isolated, a transformative journey, yes, but one that's been done in isolation, what's largely been done in isolation, it's like, all right, you're ready to go back into the human world, which is crazy. Because again, as you have been having those experiences, communing with divinity, as Lindsay would say, co-regulating with divinity in the way that you have, you might have started, like in a way, your ego might have started to feed you the opinion of like, damn, being a human ain't shit. I'm an expansive, limitless, spiritual soul being. Like, listen to all this truth. I just want to sit here reverberating in the energy of truth and divinity. Like later for all the other shit. I don't want to be a human. I don't, you know, being a human is so lame compared to like where I come from. Little, did you know that once you die, you as a soul are probably gonna be like, oh shit, I'm gonna hop in line to ride that ride again. I'm gonna hop right back in line to ride that earth ride again because that shit, the way they must advertise Earth. In the other, like to the souls that aren't here experiencing it. I bet you get out of there and you're like, oh shit. Like now I remember all the shit that was possible. I just got to Earth and forgot. Loki, let me line up again and see if this time I can figure it out and remember. Anyway, when you remember, that's when you're like, wait, I'm not on this spiritual journey to transcend the human experience. I'm not going through this spiritual awakening. I haven't answered these opportunities to come home to myself and remind myself or and remember for myself that I am a soul, a spiritual being at the end of the day, having a human experience. Just to then be like, well, fuck, I wish I was just a soul and I didn't have to have this human experience. No, no, no, no, no. The point of that remembering is so that you can unlock the human experience. The point of doing that remembering is so that you can fucking now go out and have the coolest fucking human experience possible. Remembering that you are a soul is not for the sake of, well, damn, I wish I didn't have to be here being a human. I wish I could go back and like go be a soul again. Trust me, you will. You will. You are an eternal soul. You'll be doing that shit forever.

SPEAKER_00 40:36

The earth, on the other hand. The earth, on the other hand, is finite. And you chose to be here for a reason.

SPEAKER_01 41:00

And I'm not saying that in a way that's like to save the world, to save Earth, although it will. Although, in the grand scheme, that's what will happen. You're here for a reason because there are experiences that you as a soul want to enjoy having and have the capacity to have only on earth.

SPEAKER_00 41:30

Only on earth. Only on earth. And that's why it's like you have to start counting the miracles. The big ones, the little ones, everything in between.

SPEAKER_01 41:57

I'm talking all the cheesy shit. Start romanticizing your life. Because once you become a soul again, I don't know that you get to experience pleasure the same way, joy the same way, connection, all of that the same way that you do when you're a soul. There are just some of the sweetest, most savory experiences for you to experience that you only can experience because you are a human being. Going on a spiritual journey, walking the spiritual path is not to transcend the human experience. It's to jailbreak it. It is to jailbreak the experience, to free it from whatever limited free trial version you've been experiencing for the past however many years of your life. It's to give you the premium access, the unlimited sandbox, I can do whatever I want, build whatever I want, go wherever I want, experience. But if you are living your life plugged into the matrix, if you are living your life from the perspective of being a human being is my cross to bear. Like, no. No, your human body is the blessing, the vessel you get to inhabit so that you can experience how fucking cool this simulation called.

SPEAKER_00 44:00

Earth is without your human body, you wouldn't be able to experience the shit that is here for you to experience in the coolest ways possible.

SPEAKER_01 44:18

And so as a reader, as a spiritual mentor, I'm not here to help you transcend the human experience. I am here to help you unlock that shit. There's also a message somewhere in here, or a metaphor somewhere in here, since we're talking about like the video game. A lot of people think that it's like, oh, you know, people are walking around like NPCs, and then a few people that are turned on and clued in are actually like, you know, the main character, the character that's going through life and doing these levels, levels, levels. The message I'm getting is like, no, like I okay, are some people living life on that NPC autopilot? Maybe. But I think a lot of people think that the like the highest level top-tier experience to have in the video game is to be, again, like the antagonist of that video game, the one going on the missions and beating the levels, etc. The message I'm getting is like, guys, that is a limited experience too. Because even if you are that main care, main character antagonist going through level, level, level, that is still an incredibly limited experience. When you are playing the video game in that way, is anything possible for you? Or are there limits? Can you only get so many points on this level? Are there only certain I hate to say weapons, but like are there only certain weapons you can use, tools you can use that are available to you at this level to get you to the next level? Are you always repeating the same cycle, same cycle, same cycle until you beat this cycle and you only have the same things to reach for in order to do so? It's like Mario Kart, where you're driving the race. And there are parts of the course that aren't really for you to go to. Right? There are parts of the course that don't actually exist. If you fall off the rainbow, they'll just pick you back up, put you on the course. There's places you can't, it's limited. It's limited to the track. That's how most people are actually living their life. I'm free to press on the gas or not press on the gas. I'm free to drive on this course, go backwards on this course, whatever, as long as it's on this course. Going on a spiritual journey, you get to the point where you realize it's not even about becoming Mario. It's about becoming the version of Mario that doesn't even have to play the game if it doesn't want to. God, it's about becoming, it's about getting to exist in the Super Mario universe or whatever, I don't know a lot of video games, or whatever universe, and not be limited to this mission, this track, this character, this amount of points, this amount of power-ups, anything. The whole point of the spiritual journey is unlocking the fact that I may be existing in Super Mario World. And if I'm playing the game by the rules, the rules may say like, go rescue Princess Peach from Bowser. Cool.

SPEAKER_00 48:23

A spiritual awakening is about realizing, but also I'm in super fucking Mario world. And I want to just go fucking explore it. And there's a limitless amount of coins that I can go get.

SPEAKER_01 48:42

Even if I want to keep continuing the mission to like rescue Princess Peach, okay, but I'm gonna do it in the way that I want to. I'm not gonna put limits on myself and say that like, oh, on this level, you only have access to this, this, and this. Like, no. Am I in Super Mario World? Cool. Then everything's available to me. Oh, I can only this power-up lets me double in size. Well, I actually want to quadruple in size. So I'm gonna do that. That is the life, your spiritual awakening guiding you to remember that you are a limitless soul, is trying to get you to have. It's not trying to wake you up out of NPC and remind you, like, hey, you're actually Mario, you're the main character, you're the hero of the story. Cool. Like, don't get me wrong, cool. And if you have been in NPC mode, like great, that's a step above. But the real spiritual attorney is realizing I actually don't have to play this game at all. I can do whatever the fuck I want in this universe. That is what it's trying to wake you up out of.

SPEAKER_00 49:52

Is this making sense? You can do anything you want.

SPEAKER_01 50:03

Not anything you want in order to rescue Princess Peach, but you can do anything you fucking want. Earth is a fucking sandbox.

SPEAKER_00 50:17

And you can go anywhere. You can do literally whatever the fuck you want.

SPEAKER_01 50:35

And it's more clear to me now than ever before that, like, even as I'm saying that, and I'm so convicted in that because that's the message I'm receiving, I have so much wisdom to gain in terms of what that means and what that actually looks like in a 3D way. And I can tell that that is like what's laid out in front of me to go explore. The same way I explored worse and then unconditional love and then authenticity. It's like great, now you have the site, go use that, unlock your human experience, and you are going to help people do the same along the way.

SPEAKER_00 51:22

Go fucking unlock your human experience.

SPEAKER_01 51:36

Seeing like the point in the movie where it's like you've been training and training and training. This is what you've been training for. It's cool to like get the badges of honor and graduate. I'm specifically seeing Batman, like when he's in that whatever the fuck with Liam Neeson and learning how to be a shadow of the whatever.

SPEAKER_00 52:04

But it's like, yeah, now go put it to the test.

SPEAKER_01 52:10

You didn't learn all that. Batman didn't learn all that, then just to go like sit on his ass and be like, if I wanted to, I could do some really cool shit. No. He did all of that to then go put it into practice and be the best superhero ever.

SPEAKER_00 52:35

I think Batman's coming through in particular because it's like he wasn't born with any particular power.

SPEAKER_01 52:43

He went through a bunch of shit. Like, seriously, he had a rough childhood being a billionaire aside. And he decided to do something with that. Feels like that's the invitation. Like, go whatever you've been through.

SPEAKER_00 53:02

It's not to belittle or say, like, you know.

SPEAKER_01 53:12

It's just to say you didn't need to come out of the womb like Superman ready to fucking whatever. Your lived experiences are they are just fuel for the fire for you to become the most powerful, coolest fucking version of yourself and you can imagine. In order to do that, you need to be connected to worth, that you are worthy of that. You need to be connected to unconditional love and know that as you try and fail along the way, you love yourself enough to take a chance on anything, try anything, and know that you have yourself to come home to, regardless of whatever external outcome comes to fruition.

SPEAKER_00 54:12

And then you're locked in to your authenticity all along the way.

SPEAKER_01 54:19

You're locked into your intuition, trusting in those two things to guide you where you're meant to go all along the way. And as you've mastered those three things, because you've mastered those three things, go unlock your human experience now. I can feel that I am not even bound energetically. I mean, being in my body, yes, and that is the most powerful place to be.

SPEAKER_00 54:56

But like energetically, my aura is not bound to my body. I can understand that at this point limitation only exists in my mind. That feels so good.

SPEAKER_01 55:30

So clear, so clarifying. I understand thematically exactly where I am right now and what the mission is. Can I perceive everything that I'm gonna learn along the way, every breakthrough that I'm gonna have at this level of the journey? No, but I am so excited to have the breakthroughs around this. Fucking crazy.

SPEAKER_00 56:14

Damn, I am like this is the coolest shit ever.

SPEAKER_01 56:26

Or the hottest shit ever, more accurately. Okay.

SPEAKER_00 56:34

This feels so good. Over and out.